| My mom is genius.
I called her and asked her when my doctor's appointment is this weekend, and she said she'd call the doctor for me and let me know. Then this series of text messages (my mom texts!! wtf!) followed between us. Notice the hip abbreviations.
Mom: Sat 10:30 am so r u coming back tonite?
Me: yeah i am. 10:30?? so early.
Mom: U made it
Perhaps this is funny only to me. Oh well.
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| I think this deserves a xanga entry, because I would like to remember today as the day I fucked up hard-boiling an egg.
This is up there with burning Will's pot in terms of culinary disastrousness.
I even read up instructions on how to boil an egg, so I knew to soak the egg in room temperature water so it doesn't crack and leak all over when it gets suddenly heated. I guess I didn't soak it for long enough.
When the water started boiling the egg started cracking, and its contents started spilling out, so I turned it off. Obviously it wasn't done yet, so I peeled it and popped it in the microwave, hoping that it won't pop if I only microwave it for a few seconds. Just as I heard the "ding" when the time was up, and was about to open the microwave door, I also heard a "pop". It wasn't a muffled gunshot, but it was just as bad.
I ate the rest of the egg up anyway.
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| ilu nada surf. that was probably the best show i've seen ever. i almost cried when you played "killian's red". you made me appreciate being alive. i don't mind waiting in the rain for half an hour to see you play 1+ hour.
ihu initial d (the live-action movie). that was probably the worst movie i've seen ever. i almost cried when jay chou tried to speak cantonese. you made me want to kill myself. i'd love to have those 2 hours back please.
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| "
Stand on up
everyone you kill
we've got to stare on out
Don't get sucked in for a second
Robots might say your name
They only light the stage
Nothing there to prove"
I haven't felt this poorly about my own character for a long time now. For some reason, I've been pretty irritable recently. My guess is it's a combination of various stresses, things building up, and menopause. Minus the menopause, maybe.
I will now seek to remedy that.
I will take time out of my day to just be quiet and alone, and to destress (whatever that means). I will do things that are meaningful and that better me as a person. Hopefully, this will help alleviate some of the stresses that come with the working world.
I will also not let things build up anymore. And if they do anyway, then I need to accept that it's my own fault. Expecting other people to change even if I don't tell them they should would just be passive aggressive. I am an adult now, and there is no room for passive aggressivism (is that a word? who the fuck knows). My happiness is to be determined by me and me alone.
As for the menopause....well, there's gotta be a pill for that, right?
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